tomorrow is the year anniversary of my grandmother's death. i am going down to louisville with my sister and hartzell and my family is going out to dinner. i think it is a nice idea.

it's hard to believe it's been a year. in some respects it seems like it has been so much longer than that, but in others it seems like it was just a few weeks ago. i'm trying not to think about it too much or that whole crying things happens. i really want to watch the video that H&H made, but that always brings on tears. i really want anna to watch it with me. (is that weird??) i'm sure tomorrow night will be a little rough for everyone. it makes it so much harder when i see adults cry - like my uncle, ugh, i loose it. my mom too. i just hate to see other people upset.



but on another note, this weekend should be pretty fun. steffanie and her friend are coming in town at some point and ted (anna's man) and his brother are coming town. i look forward to partying with steff, and i look forward to meeting ted since i never really have and i am totally macking on his woman. and for those of you that actually have read this far, you get a special treat. there may be a special person in my life. maybe. okay hidden info! so i think everyone else in my house is going to be gone, it's really strange. john is going to chicago to see waple. brad is going to some music fest with thom. colin is going home. and abbey is probably either going home or spending the weekend with randall. it'll be very different. JENN - YOU SHOULD COME JOIN THE PARTY!



brad made me a mix cd and it is pretty awesome. it is called 'songs to make you sing' and i have a few new favorite songs.

SONGS THAT MUST BE DOWNLOADED NOW!
blur - tender (the must fucking awesome song. i am addicted to it, i've been listening to it on repeat.)
the killers - all these things i've done (there are so many different sounds in this song, it's pretty neat.)
aretha franklin - i never loved a man (the way i love you) (gotta love a soulful woman)
aimee man - wise up (very beautiful song)



okay, that's all for now.